Saturday, November 5, 2016

More retrospect...


But that was yesterday, and yesterday's gone...

I was listening to music from 'back in the day' at work again. Amazing how mindless, no-think repetition can lead to epiphanies.

I always wondered why older folks' attitudes changed when they listed to certain types of music. I have realized what the trigger is to their change. The picture above was taken of me during my college years; I modeled to supplement my income. [Even back in the dark ages, college was expensive.] My concerns and worries were so frivolous I'm embarrassed to tell you. So I won't; let's just say we've all come a long way.

When I listen to music from that era, I'm suddenly drawn back to a time when my worries weren't life altering, the person most affected was me; not children, grandchildren, aging parents, etc. The list goes on and on. I knew the possibilities were endless. There wasn't anything I couldn't do. While there may have been a glass ceiling, I was foolish enough to think I could explode through and succeed with panache.

The realities had not yet crushed my dreams. Songs from 'the day' make me feel young, attractive, vibrant, healthy, happy, and on the threshold of life.

We all need to have those moments to relish the joy of living as we did when we were young.

Sable Angel 























Friday, November 4, 2016

Rediscovery




Music to sooth the soul...


I grew up with parents who lived through the depression and second world war. As such, they had so many pearls of wisdom they imparted to we children, it is hard to go a day without having one cross my memory. After my father returned from his tour in Vietnam, one particular phrase kept circling my brain; Take time to stop and smell the roses.

What has that to do with music? When I was growing up, I was blessed to be alive during a musical revolution. New groups with names such as The Beatles, Rolling Stones and Black Sabbath exploded on the scene. The pounding bass, screaming guitars and revolutionary words touched every nerve in my soul.

Well, many years have passed and this week while working and listening on headphones, I realized there were so many nuances to the music I missed in my youth. I'm discovering many facets of life where I zipped past the best part to try and capture the prize at the end.

Try listening to music you loved as a kid with grown up ears; read a favorite book or watch your favorite superhero TV show again. This time listen for the nuances your young ears wouldn't have detected.

Life is, indeed, about smelling the roses and listening to the undertones of the music.

Sable Angel

 







Tuesday, November 1, 2016

Rogue's Angels Present: Portraits of the Dead by John Nicholls

Please welcome John Nicholls author of Portraits of the Dead.

One randomly chosen winner via rafflecopter will win a $50 Amazon/BN.com gift card.


Portraits of the Dead
by John Nicholls

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GENRE: Psychological Thriller

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BLURB:

Emma didn’t know how long he hid, silent and unmoving, in the large Victorian wardrobe to the side of her single bed. She didn’t know how long he peered out, salivating and drooling, between the two heavy dark oak doors, and watched, mesmerised, as she slowly drifted into fitful sleep. She didn't know what time he pushed the doors open and crept towards her in the drab grey darkness of the night.

Detective Inspector Gravel finds himself floundering when a local nineteen-year-old university student is abducted and imprisoned by a sadistic serial killer, who has already tortured and killed five young women.

A gripping page-turner of a serial killer thriller packed with suspense. If you like Rachel Abbott, Robert Bryndza and Karin Slaughter, discover John Nicholl’s chilling new thriller today.

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EXCERPTS:

Chapter 1

2:20 A.M. Saturday, 2 May 1998

Emma didn’t know how long he hid, silent and unmoving, in the large Victorian wardrobe to the side of her single bed. She didn’t know how long he peered, salivating and drooling, between the two heavy dark oak doors and watched, mesmerised, as she slowly drifted into fitful sleep. She didn’t know what time he pushed the doors open and crept towards her in the drab grey darkness of the night. But he did. She knew that he did.
 
Emma woke with a start, tense, alert, and opened her bleary eyes, telling herself insistently that the dark silhouette slowly approaching her was the nightmare construct of her subconscious mind. But initial anxiety became blind panic as the inky shadow took on an obvious human form that suddenly gained pace and loomed over her. And then a hand, a large hot clammy hand, pulled the bedclothes over her head, clamped her mouth tight shut and silenced her scream before it materialised.
 
A myriad unwelcome thoughts invaded her troubled mind as he pinned her head to the pillow and raised his free arm high above his head, before closing his fingers tightly, forming his hand into a formidable weapon and bringing it crashing down, again and again and again, with all the force he could muster, rendering her unconscious and bleeding.
 
She didn’t know how long she remained senseless, or what he did to her while she slept. She didn’t know what time he lifted her from her bed and carried her from her student bedroom, down the creaking wooden staircase and out into the Welsh city street. But he did. She knew that he did.

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AUTHOR Bio and Links:


John Nicholl, an ex-police officer, child protection social worker, manager and lecturer, has written three dark psychological suspense thrillers, each of which are Amazon international bestsellers, reaching # 1 in multiple categories in the United Kingdom, France, Spain, Australia, Canada and the USA. John is always happy to hear from readers, bloggers or anyone interested in proposing a joint creative project. He can be contacted via his author website at:




https://www.goodreads.com/author/show/13795294.John_Nicholl

Buy Link: https://www.amazon.com/Portraits-Dead-John-Nicholl/dp/1786972670/

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GIVEAWAY INFORMATION and RAFFLECOPTER CODE


One randomly chosen winner via rafflecopter will win a $50 Amazon/BN.com gift card.

http://www.rafflecopter.com/rafl/display/28e4345f1957

Friday, October 14, 2016

SOME OF THE BEST DOGS COME FROM THE SHELTER

In honor of Adopt-a-Shelter-Dog Month during October, I am sharing a few of my shelter dog stories.

Excerpts from I Want to Have the Heart of a Dog
by Genie Gabriel (www.GenieGabriel.com)
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ACE
Ace was my first shelter dog. A Border Collie mix with golden eyes that mesmerized me, and I knew instantly he was smarter than most people. He convinced me some of the best dogs come from the shelter. I got that lesson instantly–most dogs are in shelters or on the streets because of human actions, not their own. The so-called issues that landed my adopted dogs in the shelter have not been problems for me.

For instance, one of the conditions of adopting Ace was he be neutered within seventy-two hours or we would forfeit the extra deposit we made when we adopted him. Seems he had a price on his head at the dog control office because he had run away several times from his previous owners. We didn’t have any problems with him running. In fact, one day he broke the glass in our old, single-paned front door when the mailman came. The neighbors called me at work and I hurried home. Ace was laying on the front porch and greeted me with a grin and the question, “When’s dinner?”

SOPHIE
The first time I saw her, she was laying in deathly stillness in one of the stray kennels. A big, black dog and I was in love again…Though I didn’t know it at the time…she was mourning as well as having a massive bladder-and-more infection. When I heard her story and learned she was considered unadoptable because she was twelve years old and incontinent, I stated, “Well, I’ll adopt her.” …Staff cautioned me this would probably be for hospice…The first evening, she proudly TROTTED down the sidewalk. This “hospice” dog and I had three years together.

RASCAL



[Rascal] had three paws in the euthanasia room when I asked the kennel manager to give me a few days with him…Though he got along well with my other dogs, he was terrified of most everything, and it was obvious he had been abused…My beautiful Stewart was Rascal’s therapist. Whenever Raz panicked and started biting at everything, Stewart stood over him and put him in a gentle headlock until Raz realized he was safe and no one was hurting him. When Raz calmed down, Stewart released him…[Rascal] has been with me and my herd for many years now, and he still sleeps on my pillow.

Saturday, October 8, 2016

Until I Met You





Cliffhanger from Until I Met You.
            Jessica starred transfixed as she stared at the photograph. Although she didn’t need to, Jessica glanced at the caption below, shaking her head in disbelief, “J.T. and me on the Fourth of July.” From the appearance of the picture, Tyler knew Grant for years. Propping her elbows on the desk, Jessica held her head in her hands. The man she’d grown to love was the man she’d been looking for.  She had thought she could trust him, and all this time he’d been lying to her. Why did he lie? What did he plan to gain by pretending to be someone else? Tyler was just like all the other men in her life.
            A small sob sounded in her throat. Jessie thought he was the one man she could trust. She should have known better. The men in her life were never trustworthy. Some things never change.
            She’d heard him say goodnight to Wyatt and close his bedroom door.
            “Tyler.” Her voice sounded more like a plea than merely calling his name.
            When he walked into the office her eyes widened beseeching him. “Thanks, J. T.”
            He glanced at the laptop and nodded. “Yes, that’s me.” His voice sounded heavy with regret. No he sounded relieved.
            Tyler or J. T. or whoever he was stopped two feet from her side. Standing Jessica faced him.
            “Jessica?” He reached a hand out to her. When she ignored his gesture he lowered his hand.
            “Please let me explain.” Again he extended his hand to her.
            She tried not to hear the anguish in Tyler’s voice. “Why?”
            “Let’s sit down.” He placed his hand on her elbow.
            Not wanting to feel the warmth of his touch or his kindness, Jessica jerked her arm away from him. “Don’t touch me.”
            He gave her a cut nod then followed her to the living room. She sat on the couch, her back stiff and straight. Jessica guarded her emotions. Tyler sat beside her, turning to face her.
            “My life turned around when Grant’s family took me in as a foster child. For the first time, I found a family who loved me. I was a little guy who was always picked on and Grant watched over me.”
            “I know, but that doesn’t explain why you lied to me.” Jessica worked her hands in her lap.
            “I didn’t find out Grant died until after I’d completed my special ops. I received an email from his little sister, another child the Markham’s took in. She explained what happened and that you were taking care of Wyatt. I promised Grant I’d watch other Wyatt if anything happened to him. When I make a promise, I keep it no matter what. When I returned home, I needed to find out who was caring for his child.
            “In the service, I learned to know your opponent before you strategize. Once I got to know you I saw how good you were with Wyatt. It was evident he loves you. I fell in love with you too.”
            Jessica flinched when he referred to her as his opposition. “So you got to know me yet you still didn’t have the decency to tell me who you are. You let me believe you were Tyler Brown.” She swallowed quickly before the emotions tightened her throat. “We made love and you still didn’t bother to explain.”
            “I tried to tell you several times. My name is Justin Tyler Reynolds. I was named after my wonderful father.” Heaving a sigh, Tyler leaned forward and rested his arms on his legs. “He’d come home drunk and beat up my mom. One night he beat her so bad she died before she got to the hospital. I was twelve at the time and swore I’d never used his name again. From then on I went by J. T.”
            His voice was unusually monotone and devoid of all feeling. This wasn’t the fun loving man she knew. Jessica wanted to reach out and comfort him, but the thought of his deceit stopped her. 

Saturday, October 1, 2016

Inspiration or noise?



When I first started writing, I listened to various music artists depending on my story and my mood. At that time my stories needed coaxing to come out and allow me to put them on the computer.

Now, I can't get my characters to leave me alone. Music is just a background distraction. I have plenty of those without adding another.

What is your take on the issue? Do you music or not?

Sable Angel