Monday, July 26, 2021

Say Yes to Life! by Elliott Robertson

 Please welcome Elliott Robertson author of Say Yes To Life

Elliott Robertson will be awarding a $15 Amazon or Barnes and Noble GC to a randomly drawn winner via rafflecopter during the tour.


Say Yes to Life!

byElliott Robertson

 

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GENRE  Self-Help

 

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Elliott Robertson

Say Yes to Life

Tellwell

 

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Invincibility: An excerpt from Say Yes to Life.

 

God waits for us to hear her invitation to walk always toward heaven, to release the images and beliefs that pull us toward illusion.

The time has come for us to hear God clearly when she ways our names, to know that od invites us to agree with her each time she says, “Beloved soul, you’re made from light and love.”

No more pretending that we know ourselves better than God know us. No more clinging to our understanding of ourselves as living in another realm, not God’s realm. No more painting self-portraits using shame and guilt s the references point for who we are. No more thinking we do not have a choice about what our self-portrait will look like.

The time has come for us to say to God, “Yes, I’m willing to receive you love. I’m willing to know with every fiber of my being that I’m always your beloved.”

Be grateful, dearest one, for the willingness that was placed within your heart, the willingness to say Yes t the sweet invitation to receive.

Be grateful for your soul’s design as an open window. Be glad you are a long that Fire cannot help but set ablaze. Indeed, you have been formed as a “place” for the Presence to be known.

Be grateful for the newness of each day, O valiant one. Be grateful for the invitation newness carries with it. You can grow in a new way. You can discover new ways of expressing who you are.

The power of newness sits in its invitation to see yourself afresh, anew, to see within your heart the glorious light you’ve never seen before.

Say Yes to your invincibility, dear one. When the house has been taken by a hurricane, when you’ve been demoted at your job, be certain Divinity is working then and there to bring about something better for you and all who are touched by these conditions. The Father tends the crucible with loving care for every soul. The Gardener know what each seed needs and fertilizes the soil in quantum ways that seem random and chaotic to those accustomed to the realm of three dimensions and linear clocks.

Say Yes to invincibility. Say Yes to uniting with God’s invincibility! Know that you do not create this invincibility on your own. Rather, you receive invincibility when you surrender to Divine Intelligence.

God to God with the intention to be heard and to hear. Follow the example set by Jesus in the Garden of Gethsemane when he went to the Father saying, “I do not want the cross,” and then ae his listening and his being to his Father knowing good and nothing else would come out of truest surrender.



BLURB:

 

Say Yes to Life provides you with seven keys to unconditional, abundant living. Each key opens a doorway to experiencing life as a gift.

This book will guide you to the depths of your heart where you long to celebrate life with a wholehearted "Yes!"

You will be led to a place of greater authenticity.
You will be encouraged to take joy in who you are.
Only willingness is needed to embrace yourself with gladness.
With your true Self in the driver's seat and the ego in the back seat, life takes on a new vibrancy.

Now you are present to yourself, to your companions, and the cosmos. The mountaintop appears and beckons you into the fullness that has always been awaiting you.

 

 

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EXCERPTS:

 

Dear one, as you set forth on the new adventure offered by this book, give yourself permission to discover new facets of your multi-dimensionality. Allow yourself to vibrate on higher levels, closer to the mountaintop of joy without condition. Allow yourself to hear God say, “You are glorious!” Give yourself permission to say “Yes” whenever Source says “This is who you are.”

 

Never before has humanity lived in an age so ripe for transformation, happiness, harmony and cooperation.

 

Never before has the need for transformation been so apparent. Not that the need for transformation has never been so great; rather, the need has never been so visible. The darkness and impurities within the systems in our world are more visible and palpable today because we have entered an era of greater light.

 

Never before has the world been so prepared for a new arrangement of systems informed by integrity and compassion. Never before have so many people been poised for self-realization and the joy of living from integrity and authenticity.

 

This book is for those who long for the day when corruption will be replaced by the blossoming of goodness. It is written for those who want to see the flourishing of kindness throughout the world, through systems of commerce, governance, and medicine.


 

 

 

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AUTHOR Bio and Links:

 

Elliott Robertson is a Happiness Coach. He holds an MA in Psychology and has been certified as a Happy for No Reason workshop facilitator. His articles have appeared in several magazines, including Science of Mind and Miracles Magazine.

 

 

CONNECT WITH Elliott Robertson

 

Elliott Robertson | Happiness Coach (elliottrobertsoncoach.com)

 

FACEBOOK - Pathways to Joy | Facebook

 

PURCHASE LINKS SAY YES TO LIFE: 7 KEYS TO LIVING FULL OUT FROM WITHIN             

 

AMAZON.COM - https://amazon.com/dp/0228815584

 

AMAZON.CA - https://amazon.ca/dp/0228815584

 

INDIGO CHAPTERS - https://www.chapters.indigo.ca/en-ca/books/say-yes-to-life-7/9780228815600-item.html

 

BARNES & NOBLE - https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/say-yes-to-life-elliott-robertson/1135153695

 

BOOK DEPOSITORY - https://www.bookdepository.com/Say-Yes-Life-Elliott-Robertson/9780228815587

 

APPLE IBOOKS - https://books.apple.com/us/book/say-yes-to-life-7-keys-to-living-full-out-from-within/id1489384270

 

The book will be free during the tour.

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GIVEAWAY INFORMATION and RAFFLECOPTER CODE:

 

Elliott Robertson will be awarding a $15 Amazon or Barnes and Noble GC to a randomly drawn winner via rafflecopter during the tour.

http://www.rafflecopter.com/rafl/display/28e4345f3828


Sunday, July 25, 2021

#EditingByAngels

  


Editing by Angels

Rogue’s Angels would like to help make the publishing process a little bit easier. We offer editing, proofreading, and covers at a reasonable price. 

Rogues Angels have years of editing experience, starting in the 90’s. Please check out resumes at the Rogue’s Angels blog: http://roguesangels.blogspot.com

Editing plus proofreading rates are:

$150 for under 50K words
$250 for 50K to 100K words
$350 for over 100K words.

Covers price varies. Once a cover is used it will not be used again. Check out pre-made covers at:


For more information contact Christine Young ~ achristay@aol.com

AVAILABLE  COVERS:


 

#EditingByAngels

  


Editing by Angels

Rogue’s Angels would like to help make the publishing process a little bit easier. We offer editing, proofreading, and covers at a reasonable price. 

Rogues Angels have years of editing experience, starting in the 90’s. Please check out resumes at the Rogue’s Angels blog: http://roguesangels.blogspot.com

Editing plus proofreading rates are:

$150 for under 50K words
$250 for 50K to 100K words
$350 for over 100K words.

Covers price varies. Once a cover is used it will not be used again. Check out pre-made covers at:


For more information contact Christine Young ~ achristay@aol.com

AVAILABLE  COVERS:


 

Saturday, July 24, 2021

#Caitlin'sDuke #HistoricalRomance

 


Title: Caitlin’s Duke

Author: Christine Young

Genre: Historical Romance/Regency

Book Heat Level: 4

 

Buy at: AmazonBarnes and Noble, Apple, Kobo, Google Play

 

Read first chapter

 

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Roc Leighton knows the first time he watches Caitlin O'Shea play the fiddle and dance around the pub she will be his.

 

 

BLURB: Caitlin's Duke

 

She played a fiddle in an Irish pub....

 

Caitlin O'Shea Is the most beautiful woman Roc Leighton has ever seen. With her blue violet eyes and long black hair she captivates him. In turn he mesmerizes Caitlin. Caught in the power of his gaze as he watches her, she is wise enough to know he desires her but will never give his heart to her. Caitlin has vowed to never be any man's mistress.

 

And fell in love with an English Lord...

 

Roc knows the first time he watches her play the fiddle and dance around the pub, she will be his next mistress. Despite her protest, he will find a way to convince her that her place is with him. While Caitlin's determination to keep her vows, fate takes a cruel turn and she is forced to seek refuge with Roc.

 

 

EXCERPT: Caitlin's Duke

 

“You say things that confuse me,” she told him as she stepped over a large rock, lifting her skirts high enough he could see more than just her ankles.

He recalled a short glimpse of her legs earlier today when the dog knocked her over, but he’d uncharacteristically averted his gaze.

“If you were wise to the world, they wouldn’t confuse you, but I like you just the way you are.”

They stepped onto the sand, water whirling only a few feet away. She sat down on a rock, taking her shoes and stockings off. With her skirts lifted, she waded far enough for the water to cover her ankles and splash against her knees.

“Oooo, It’s cold.” Cat ran backwards away from the water then followed the tide out a ways. “You want to join me? Or are you too much of a coward to get your feet wet?”

The simple query gave him reason to pause. He was sure his grin spread from ear to ear. He couldn’t remember the last time he played in the waves. It seemed his life over the last ten years had been a bit stoic even though he’d faced life-threatening danger more than once. “Like watching you better.”

“Chicken,” she said, kicking up the water so the spray filled the air around her. “You will get used to the cold.” She turned toward him.

“Don’t want to get used to numb feet or wet pants. If you don’t watch yourself, you’re going to get all wet.” But he definitely didn’t believe he’d ever get used to seeing her ankles. They were so slim, tiny and her feet were narrow as were the muscles of her legs. A ragged breath caught in his throat as he imagined seeing other parts of her. Bloody hell, he had to stop thinking this way. When he was with her and even when he was not, it seemed his body was in a constant state of arousal.

A large wave caught her by surprise, reaching past her knees. She turned to run but not before her dress was soaked nearly to her waist. He stepped into the receding water, heedless of his perfectly shined Hessians, drawing her into his arms and striding to dry ground.

She was laughing and the sound was contagious. He sat on a large boulder, holding her close, their laughter echoing in the small area.

“You’re all wet?” He brushed her hair away from her face, taking the moment for a quick kiss.

“And your boots are most likely ruined.” She laughed, touching his lips with a fingertip. “Do you care?”

“My boots are meant to protect my feet, and they did the job perfectly. But your dress...” He paused before committing to his next words. “You’re going to have to take it off and let it dry or you most assuredly will catch cold. See, you’re already shivering. I can give you my jacket.”

“I can’t take off all the layers, so I might as well leave the dress on,” she told him, pushing slightly away as if she meant to see into his heart and soul.

If she did, she might find him lacking in too many ways to count. “I’ve an extra shirt and a pair of buckskins in the carriage. You can put those on while your dress and petticoats dry. I don’t want to take you home before the sun slips below the ocean. I won’t let a soaking wee dress ruin the day I planned for us.”

“They will be huge on me. How will I keep the pants up?” She set her hands on his chest.

“I’m sure I’ve got something that can be used as a belt. Otherwise, you’ll have to wear just the shirt and that won’t keep you warm either. As I said, I’d rather not end this outing before we’ve watched the sunset,” he repeated. Truly, there were too few alternatives here. He tugged on the leather thong holding his hair back.

“I’m really not cold.”

“No, of course you’re not. That’s why your lips are blue and you’re shivering so hard the quaking would wake the dead. If I didn’t know better, I’d think it’s an earthquake upon us.” He wrapped the leather around her waist. “Plenty to spare so you can keep the pants from falling down.”

“I am a bit cold,” she tried to stand but he swept her into his arms and strode up the path to the carriage.

“I can walk.”

“But I adore holding you.”

 

 

“Cat. Cat! Wake up. I want to show you something. I know it’s late but you’ve just got to see this. Cat.” Roc called, banging on her door eager to show her the shooting stars. He’d never seen so many sailing through the sky at one time. He looked in the window to see if he woke her.

“Roc?” She sat up, brushing her hair from her eyes. Swinging her legs over the side of her bed, she stumbled sleepily from the bed to the door. “You’re back. Is that you?”

“Only an hour ago.” He stepped inside the now open door. “Put your coat on and come. Never mind.” Grabbing a quilt off the bed, he wrapped it around her. “You always sleep in wool socks?” he laughed, wondering if she would do the same when she slept in his bed.

“When it’s cold, they keep my feet warm.” She sounded miffed and defensive to him, but he didn’t care. He was so happy to see her and have all his business deals wrapped up. He was going home in the morning and he hoped she’d go with him, but even if she didn’t, he’d come back as soon as he shared all the details of his mission with his boss.

“I’d like to keep your feet warm,” he blurted while he swept her into his arms and made his way down a path to a rock wall overlooking a field. “I saw these on my way home and knew you had to see this dazzling light show.”

Beast woke up and danced around the couple barking and seeming to cry out, Look I’m here. Pet me. Get me out of here.

For a moment he set her aside to pick up the dog. “You best behave or I won’t take you on another outing with your mistress,” he told Beast, roughing his ears.

“What are you talking about?” She snuggled against him and he guessed it was for warmth more than anything. The night was a cold one but clear which made this meteor shower more impressive.

Beast followed them, prancing around Roc’s feet then racing ahead only to return a few minutes later. He was so full of energy, Roc realized he must have spent most of his time in the pen.

Gently, he set his precious cargo on the stone fence before sitting down beside her. He pulled her close, making sure the blanket covered her. “Look in the sky and make a wish.” He pointed heavenward.

“Why?” She sounded petulant as well as sleepy. She rubbed her eyes, staring into the night sky.

“It’s a meteor shower. Most people call them shooting stars, but they aren’t stars at all.” He watched in awe as the show continued.

Beast stood on his hind legs, begging to be picked up but there was no room on his lap. “Lie down, Beast,” he told the dog who didn’t obey.

“What are they?” she asked, finally seeming interested in his excitement over rocks falling towards the earth.

Beast finally settled at his feet, his head resting on one foot. The dog would be loyal to her and possibly to both of them. He could only pray the animal wouldn’t have to prove his loyalty.

“They are,” he paused, thinking about Cat and all she meant to him, “what we call meteors, but they are really rocks falling through the earth’s atmosphere. The heat so far above us sets them on fire. Now make a wish and it’s sure to come true.”

She looked for seconds upon seconds and he didn’t know what she was thinking, perhaps she was wishing to come with him. Well, all she had to do was say the words and he’d have her on his ship in the morning, and they’d say goodbye to Portrush together.

“Did you make a wish?” she asked, finally smiling when she looked at him. “I did too.”

“Good, are you warm enough?” He tucked her in closer to his side. “Tell me what you wished.”

“My nose is cold.” She laughed, what about yours? “Nope,” she said when she touched his. “Can’t tell a person your wish or it won’t come true.”

Holding her close and watching the stars shoot from the sky was the best thing, he’d done in a long time. Their visit to the beach five days ago had been fabulous, but sharing something that he was excited about with her was heaven in disguise. He needed to savor this moment with her, keeping it tucked inside his mind.

“Can’t say I’m sorry I woke you but...” He didn’t want to tell her he was leaving with the morning tide. Didn’t think he stood one chance in hell of talking her into leaving with him, but he did need to know if anything happened during the week he’d been gone.

“I’m glad you woke me up. I was dreaming of you.” She picked up his hand in hers.

Surprised by the simple gesture, he thought perhaps his cause was better today than when he left. He spread his fingers wide, measuring her hand with his. So tiny, exquisitely delicate and fragile, she didn’t think of those as her characteristics, and she was too bricky for his taste. She’d take on the world alone with her fearlessness. Then he let his fingers entwine with hers, bringing their hands to his lips and kissing the back of hers.

“Does that mean you might change your mind about leaving with me?” He knew it was too soon to ask her, but he supposed the answer would be the same now as it would be an hour from now. They really only had a short time to figure this out.

“Honestly, I want to be with you but I can’t become your mistress. The position is not one I would...I have to feel joy and happy about my choices. I would always regret that decision. I will miss you though.” She leaned into him, her hands wrapping around him.

His heart fell for a few seconds. It wasn’t what he wanted to hear but what he expected. “I’m leaving this morning on the tide, only a few hours from now. If you change your mind...” He could always hope. After all, that was his wish, that she come with him.

Pushing away for a moment, he looked into her blue-violet eyes. She had the most unique and beautiful eyes, but when she leaned into him again, he felt the silent sobs of pain. “I understand. I’ll never see you again. I suppose it always had to be this way.”

“I will come back.” That was a promise he intended to keep. After debriefing he would have little to nothing to do with his life. His shipping company as well as the farms they rented pretty much ran themselves. The men his mother had hired were among the most competent in all of England. He’d told Cat he wanted peace and quiet, but what he craved was her beside him, sharing his life.

“But not to stay, just to try to convince me of something I just can’t bring myself to do.” She brushed away the new tears that had fallen. “Let’s not talk about this anymore.”

As if Beast agreed with her, he stood and let out a low growl as if he sensed something was wrong.

“If you turn down this offer, you might find yourself wed to Blair. Ida told me some things before I left. I don’t like what he has planned for you. It just doesn’t bode well,” he said, wishing he didn’t have to resort to bad news to convince her what was best for her.

“I won’t marry that man, ever,” she said softly, so softly he had to bend closer to hear the words. “He’s detestable and I know he’d hit me every time he got drunk, which is every night.”

“If you stay here, you might not have a choice, He’s a powerful man who is more than willing to wield that authority to get what he wants,” he warned, wishing there was some other way to tell her that her options were limited.

“I think we’ve had this conversation before.” She stood, “Come, Beast, we’re going home,” but it seemed she realized she wore only socks and no shoes and she sat back down.

Looking forlorn and a bit lost, she looked to him, more tears filling her eyes. She sighed heavily, her shoulders slumping. He wanted to kick himself for hurting her, but short of marrying her, there was nothing he could do.

When he first looked at her feet and realized her attempt to leave failed, he almost laughed at her expression but held it back, telling himself not to add insulting her to her misery. “I’ll be pleased to carry you. That way I can hold you closer to me and your socks won’t get wet.”

“You don’t have to do that.”

“I want to carry you. Come, Beast.”

Beast became more alert and looked at them when he heard his name and started homeward, leading the way as if he was the king and they were his ever-faithful followers. Once inside, Roc closed the door with his foot and let her slide to the ground against his body.

Beast growled at the partitioned room, but Roc ignored him, thinking the animal a little bit ornery for the late night. Still holding Cat, he opened the pen for Beast. “Go on, get inside and go back to sleep. This adventure is over.” Beast trotted into the pen then lay down, closing his eyes.

Then turning his attention back to the woman in his arms, “Mon petite chatte,” he murmured against her ear. In his arms she completed him, felt like heaven to his heart and soul.

Her quilt slowly slipped off her shoulders. His hands rested on her perfectly formed buttocks, unable to stop himself and needing to feel more of her than he’d allowed himself before, he wound the cloth of her nightdress in his hands until he could touch her, feel her silken flesh the way he’d wanted to for so many weeks now he couldn’t remember.

 

 

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LINKS

 

Amazon: https://www.amazon.com/Caitlins-duke-Christine-Young-ebook/dp/B081739L8Z/ref=sr_1_1?keywords=Caitlin%27s+duke+Chrisinte+young&qid=1573573324&sr=8-1-spell

 

Barnes and Noble: https://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/aidans-love-chirstine-young/1132835336?ean=2940161187739

 

Apple: https://linkmaker.itunes.apple.com/en-us/details/1484810412?country=us&mediaType=books&term=Caitlin%27s+Duke+by+Christine+Young&type=book

 

Google: https://play.google.com/store/books/details/Christine_Young_Caitlin_s_Duke?id=Po24DwAAQBAJ

 

Kobo: https://www.kobo.com/us/en/ebook/caitlin-s-duke

 

Short Blurb:

 

She played a fiddle in an Irish Pub and fell in love with an English Lord. Caitlin O'Shea is wise enough to know Roc Leighton desires her but will never give his heart to her. Caitlin has vowed to never be any man's mistress, but fate takes a cruel turn and she is forced to seek refuge with Roc.

 

Friday, July 23, 2021

Median Gray by Bill Mesce, Jr.

 Please welcome Bill Mesce, Jr. author of Median Gray

Bill Mesce, Jr. will be awarding a $25 Amazon or Barnes and Noble GC to a randomly drawn winner via rafflecopter during the tour.


Median Gray

byBill Mesce, Jr.

 

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GENRE  police drama/suspense/thriller

 

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INTERVIEW:


Interview Questions for Rogue's Angels 
1. What or who inspired you to start writing?

 

This is a question I always get asked and I always feel like a bit of an idiot whenever I get it because I don’t have an answer. My parents were big readers and I picked up the habit from them.  I suppose that probably led to me playing with my own writing

 

In some ways it was an accident.  When I was at the University of South Carolina, I took my first film studies class and fell in love with the idea of getting involved in moviemaking.  I settled on screenwriting and thought I might do some fiction on the side capitalizing on my anticipated grand success as a writer of films.

 

Well, although I did get some work, there was not only no grand success, but most of the film jobs that came my way were low-budget gun-for-hire schlock.  I think I started paying more attention to fiction because it became the place where I saw I would have the opportunity to tell the stories I wanted to, and I became more focused I become a competent writer of prose.  That took a while! 

 


2. What elements are necessary components for this genre?

 

I get very wary of this kind of question because when I’m writing, I don’t think like that.  I don’t think, Ok, this is a cop story, so this is what has to be in it; this is a war story, this is what has to be there.  My head simply doesn’t work that way.

 

A story comes to me, I tell the story the best way I can and that often means doing things that bend or even break genre conventions.  It’s not because I’m some brilliant maverick thumbing my nose at genre “rules,” it’s more like if the story tells me it’s turning left, we turn left, even if what’s more typical of the genre is to turn write.


3. How did you come up with your idea for your novel?

 

The primary driver – and this is why the novel is set in New York in the early 1980s – was this was my response to being a twenty-something Jersey suburban kid working in the Big City when New York was perhaps at its craziest and scariest time.  A lot of the events in the novel that are not part of the main plot were actually events I witnessed.  In a way, writing this novel was a nostalgic exercise for me; it gave me a way to go back to those crazy, scary, and (because it was crazy and scary) exhilarating times.

 

For whatever reason, maybe because I’ve always liked cop stories, I thought a police drama would be the most entertaining vehicle to frame that New York experience.  As I developed the plot, another aspect was to punch a hole in that myth of the rule-breaking avenging cop.  What if, for example, Dirty Harry wasn’t an expert shot (most cops aren’t) and missed?  In the Lethal Weapons, the Dirty Harrys, etc. there’s never any serious collateral damage. Well, life is messier than that, and that became another major component of the story.


4. What expertise did you bring to your writing?

 

I suppose whether or not I demonstrate any expertise at all is really in the eyes of readers.

 

I try to be diligent about research not just to get some period or physical details right, but to get the feel of a place or profession down.

 

Other than that, I can only say I’ve been at this for a while, there’s been a lot of trail and error (a LOT of error!), and I like to think I have a better understanding now of how words work on a page than I did when I began.


5. What would you want your readers to know about you that might not be in your bio?

 

That I have a real love/hate thing going on with writing!  I don’t think I’ve ever worked on a book that at some point I didn’t get bored with and couldn’t wait to finish!


6. As far as your writing goes, what are your future plans?

 

The idea of having plans went out the window years ago when that expected Oscar-winning success as a screenwriter didn’t happen!

 

I’ve done a fair amount of nonfiction, even a couple of academic works, some of them simply because an opportunity presented itself with a subject that interested me.  My fiction hasn’t been any different; an idea comes to me (or as has happened in the past, comes to me from someone else), and if it clicks, I run with it.

 

Plans?  My plan is to win the Power Ball so I don’t have to work at anything else but writing!


7. If you could be one of the characters from this book, who would it be and why?

 

That’s an interesting question because if you think about it, every character you write is some aspect of the author since they all come out of the author’s head.

 

The character of Ronnie Valerio – the young cop who unwittingly gets sucked into the chaotic wake of an older cop’s quest to settle an old score – probably already has a lot of me in him because a lot of what I felt in my early days in New York went into that character.

 

What can be a little scary is when you write dark characters because you do wonder, Gee, what creepy part of me did that come from?


8. Can you give us a sneak peek into this book?

 

Think of the New York City of MIDNIGHT COWBOY, the grit of THE FRENCH CONNECTION, and the foxhole humor of BARNEY MILLER and you’d have a sense of the feel of MEDIAN GRAY.

 


9. Do you belong to a critique group? If so how does this help or hinder your writing?

 

No.  I’m trying to think of a way to respond without sounding arrogant or snobby.  I think if I was just starting out, getting that kind of feedback could be helpful, and there are still people whose opinions I value.  But I’ve been doing this long enough that I think I more or less know what I’m doing. I’m not saying I get everything right, and I don’t mind an exchange with an editor, but you have to remember how subjective critiquing is.  If you get a consensus from a group that something isn’t working, ok, that’s something you have to consider, but if you’re in a group of ten and get ten different opinions…

 

I remember my first novel making the rounds for over twenty years.  I’d get rejections, rewrite, submit, more rejections, rewrite, etc.  The difficulty was there was no consensus:  this editor liked the writing but didn’t like the story, this one liked the story but didn’t like the characters, etc.  Even editors have their preferences.

 

10. When did you first decide to submit your work? Please tell us what or who encouraged you to take this big step?

 

Frankly, I didn’t get a lot of encouragement.  It was something I wanted to do so I did it.

 

The closest to encouragement I ever got was my first writing teacher in college.  I’d asked him to look over what was then the first draft of my first novel. He called me into his office and spent a half-hour explaining to me everything that was wrong in the first couple of pages (it took ten drafts and twenty years to realize he was right and fix the problems).  But when he was done, he said, “I’m taking the time to tell you all this because you have a good story in here.  You just haven’t found it yet.”  And that was the extent of my encouragement.


11. What is the best and worst advice you ever received? (regarding writing or publishing)

 

I can’t say I’ve ever received bad advice.  Some has been better than others.  I’ve been very lucky in the people I’ve come across over the years, mentors, really, people who’ve accomplished more than I have and are in a position to offer advice based on their experience, so in that regard I’ve been pretty lucky.


12. Do you outline your books or just start writing?

 

I always laugh when I get this, not because it’s a bad question but because it’s ALWAYS asked!

 

When I was first starting out, I used to do very skeletal outlines, but after a while I stopped.  I was never sure what it was that didn’t sit right with me, but then a few years ago I went for my MFA to recharge my batteries. The writer Sam Lipsyte was one of our guest speakers and when he was asked this question he said, “Rarely, because I fine if I do an outline, I feel like I’ve already written the book.”  I heard that and I thought, THAT’S IT!  I get easily bored, and to do an outline and then have to write the damned book, no, that won’t work for me.

 

By the time I sit down to write, I sort of have a mental outline; I have a general idea of how the story is supposed to go, and may have even already written some dialogue for key scenes, but I won’t do an outline.

 

I’m not saying they’re a bad idea.  All of us who do this are different.  Some writers need an outline, some need to write out back stories for all their characters, etc.  If it works for you, great, do it.


13. How do you maintain your creativity?

 

Beats the hell out of me.  I’m not being cute.  I don’t know where it comes from so I’ll be damned if I know how to maintain it, and I live with the constant fear that as mysteriously as it appeared, it might one day mysteriously disappear.


14. Who is your favorite character in the book. Can you tell us why?

 

Ronnie, for the same reasons I pointed out before. I like that he’s very life-sized, a very human mix of abilities and ineptitude, strengths and foibles.


15. Are your plotting bunnies, angels or demons?

 

Neither.  Here’s a funny thing:  I’m not a plot guy.  My plots tend to be fairly straightforward.  For me, the fun is in characters, a sense of place, dialogue, and the simpler a plot is, the more room you have for that kind of running room.




 

BLURB:

 

New York City, Summer 1963
Rookie beat cop Jack Meara is bleeding out on the dirty floor of a tenement hallway - next to the body of another cop. The eyes of the shooter burned into his memory. Meara watches and waits to see the shooter brought to justice, but, instead, "Tony Boy" Maiella climbs up the Mob ranks, slipping off indictments as easily as his designer overcoat. But on the eve of his retirement, Meara decides on one last kamikaze-like try to even the scales of justice.

New York City, 1983

Rookie detective Ronnie Valerio finds himself unknowingly pulled into the wake of Meara's quest. A go-go palace bartender is being stalked, a body turns up in a neighborhood dumpster, machine guns blaze in the night, a New York bookie turns up dead in the Jersey Pinelands and the only thing they all have in common is, in one way or another, they all tie back to Jack Meara.

How far does a cop go to even a score? How far does a brother cop go to shield him? Is justice worth any price when the line between right and wrong blurs?

 

 

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EXCERPT:

 

He hears a shout upstairs, something panicky about cops out front, feet stumbling down the stairs. He gets up, turns as a figure hurtles around the second-floor landing and down the upper stairs of the first flight. He barely gets his gun up, hasn’t even said anything when they collide, entangle, and there’s one, brief, brilliant second of mental clarity – when he’s swamped by just what an unbelievably fucking bad idea it was to come down that hall – and then that clarity collapses into panic as he and the figure grapple and try to untangle themselves, and then he feels himself losing his balance, falling backward, he reaches a foot back but there’s nothing there and now he’s on his back, his breath punched out of him as he skids down the stairs to the hallway floor.

 

He’s still got his pistol in his hand but he’s dazed, he can’t get enough breath to move, and he looks up, sees the guy he just wrangled with standing on the landing over McInerney, silhouetted against the soot-streaked window, sees the guy’s right arm coming up and he knows what that means, he fucking knows, and he feels everything from the pit of his stomach down to his groin turn to cold mush, he’s trying to draw in some air, enough to get his own piece up –

 

There’s a flash. Quick, bright, like lightning. In that flash, dark eyes look down on him, cold fucking hard eyes.

 

And with the flash...

 

There’s a POP – a small noise, like a single clap of hands, but in the confines of the hall it sets his ears ringing…

 

 

 

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AUTHOR Bio and Links:

 

Bill Mesce, Jr. Is an award-winning author and playwright as well as a screenwriter.  He is an adjunct instructor at several colleges in his native New Jersey.

 

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